I should be sleeping, but things want to come out instead. I feel like my head is going to explode sometimes but that's not much different from any other day. specificially dealing with living with my now ex-girlfriend which most people didn't know I was living with in the first place. it was pretty hush hush. I feel like I want to get things off my chest/heart/soul because I've gotten tired of carrying all sorts of stuff that is really unnecessary. I decided I wanted to move in with my girlfriend at the time about three months ago. It didn't end terribly, but our romantic relationship did in fact end, so I'm living with my ex, her brother, his girlfriend and their two kids. I'm still friends with my ex, but still uncomfortable all around with the whole living situation.
Gah! I have a love/hate relationship with my job. some parts of it I could be happy doing 60 hours a week if they let me, but most of it is absolutely the equivilent of wading through feces, Gah! New job is in my near future, thanks for that.
I know I'm going home for christmas, it might just be the week after christmas, I'll figure it out, I'll be in Spokane in December regardless. I'm looking forward to it greatly